Dear God,
I feel like nothing is working for me.
I feel that you have forsaken me.
I feel that as if I have done a very unforgivable thing that all you have given me is fear, discontent and despair.
God please stop.
Lord all I am really asking for is for me to be HEALTHY.
108 pound body
the gloom to disappear
the money to be abundant
the debts to disappear (fully paid)
the acne to disappear
and for me to be a lawyer.
God I am tired of just hanging on.
Of just striving to survive.
Please make me a better person.
A happy person.
I’m tired.